In too deep
My minds been cluttered with all these thoughts, and I can’t get a hold of steer for any sense of direction. Here I am trying to live a “balanced” life in two different places, when in actuality, it’s a DIVIDED one.
Anxious to graduate. Crazy nostalgia.
Mix the two together and you’ll get a feel of the crazy mess I’m in. Going away for college has brought about a variety of changes to my lifestyle. I’ve become so used to going back and forth that I’m not sure what my reality is suggesting. I have commitments in both places that draw me to all kinds of good and necessary reasons –and this is certainly problematic. Where to be is no small struggle.
I really love being in Vegas; Sense of freedom. Pushing for a degree in what has said to be one of the most highly respectable professions. I love being in Hawaii; Sense of comfort. Being with people who I love the most.
A dilemma of choice or reason. But to act on any is too complicated to even decide.
