January 2012
2 posts
Over it
God I’m so over this place. There’s something about it that’s slowing me down. This might sound cliche, but I’m over partying. I need to be productive. Find bigger and better things. Vegas really isn’t offering much. Maybe it’s just my cluttered mind. Or maybe I’m just really, really, over it. But its been a good 4 year run. It’s time to go back...
Tick Tock
Cant turn back the hands of time. Cant put life on pause. I feel life is moving so fucking fast right now that I cant even keep up with myself.
December 2011
2 posts
Watchdionbartowski:
p0ke-centre:
Taekwondo Shuffle!
woah…
Holy..
Difficulty: Asian
November 2011
10 posts
Technology
Video chat (more so through a cell phone) is probably one of the best inventions ever. Anywhere, with the push of a button, you can live in the moment with people thousands of miles away, as if you were actually there! Caught a bit of the Paradise Cup body building competition with Mai, Fran and Davin! Team Bonilla! Second place. My bff’s bf is the Filipino hulk. Lol.
HI \m/
Vulnerability
Feeling more distant than ever. Who knew, that the more you get attached, the more you open up to people, the more you let people in —the more you are susceptible to hurt and pain. Never felt so alone. And it sucks when the people who you thought would always be there, aren’t. Maybe distance IS a factor.
October 2011
25 posts
Watchsashastyles:
Swag is immense in this video.
Get ya heeead right.
I’d like to think of myself as a smart person. Graduated high school with honors; Good college GPA. I’m just lazy as fuck and pretty irresponsible. Lol. I make a lot of irrational decisions that I usually have to second guess… after the decision has already been made. & I’ve been given so many chances, half of which I don’t even deserve.
So on Sunday, I was...
In too deep
My minds been cluttered with all these thoughts, and I can’t get a hold of steer for any sense of direction. Here I am trying to live a “balanced” life in two different places, when in actuality, it’s a DIVIDED one.
Anxious to graduate. Crazy nostalgia. Mix the two together and you’ll get a feel of the crazy mess I’m in. Going away for college has brought about a variety of changes to my...
SatisfyMySouuul-: I lock up my emotions, and block... →
satisfymysouuul:
I lock up my emotions, and block everyone out of my world. It’s my own self-survival method to not getting hurt. But tell me… why am I the one who always has their heart just left on the floor. I’m throwing it out there, but it’s not being caught. I try so hard to be positive and hold my head…
I couldn’t have said it any better. Compassion is in our nature. We just...
When
your big smile is followed by an immediate frown. Incoming picture messages, texts and phone call frenzy going on right now from across the Pacific Ocean. How are my crazy DRUNKEN friends making me, a 100% complete sober person, an emotional wreck? Craaaaazy I tell ya.
Ruining your own happiness to make people happy.
vinceentt:
Sometimes, i worry more about people’s happiness than mine. I would do whatever i can just to make someone happy, even if it means that It’ll ruin my happiness, i get this thrill of seeing people happy, knowing that i did something good, for somebody else and not myself for once, but sometimes i just do it too much that it affects and ruins my happiness, i hate being such a people...
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FTW
And I dont mean “for the win.”
These past two days, I’ve been a hot mess. I was on that FUCK THE WORLD status and seriously just wanted to A) hide from everyone, or B) lash out at anyone who spoke to me. If I wasn’t being a bitch, I was being emo. Lol. My manager even sent me home early from work the other day cuz I told her I didn’t wanna clean and close the store....
Gone mad
My mind and body have been twisted into one mess, intertwined among physical and emotional wraths. Maybe it’s the change of season? Change of people? Change of perspective. I try to have people stir away from pessimism and yet I, myself, seem to have a tendency to see the worst in things. But I guess the best advice you can get is from yourself. By listening to your own.
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“The more you depend on forces outside yourself, the more you are dominated by...”
September 2011
14 posts
'Sometimes the girl thats been there for everyone,...
Watchfendee:
hahajune:
first of all, what the hell are their parents feeding them?! so much swag in such a tiny body. they’re going to be such heartbreakers when they grow up.
second of all, if you know me, i don’t really like kids at all. but damn, respect given where respect needed.
Daaaayumm.
Okay?
Not only did these bitches ruin an opportunity for a potential place of employment, but they must be on a whole ‘nother level to think I’d make any personal considerations for them! First off, you are STRANGERS. Nothing more than a breath is needed from me, to you. Second, I must be the fuckin ruler of your world to get you thinking you’re any of my concern. Lol. I don’t...
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thesolodolo:
BRAND NEW SINGLE: Rihanna (Prod By...
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satisfymysouuul:
I will give to you, the love...
Addicted
I wake up in the morning with tears in my eyes, The kind that you cry but you don’t know why, Everything that I know that I need in my life is only in you, But, my pride gets in the way & I make mistakes, And everytime I do I know that your heart breaks, I’m gone but I can’t seem to figure out a way to make things right.
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
